Weird. I definitely got hours of sleep. Haha. It was wonderful to sleep in, really. There's that lovely feeling of waking up to the sun instead of to the sound of crickets and the inky sky.

I went tuition, after about a decade of absentism from it. Haha. The little newborn is so cute. Amalia. Kak Ayu told me that when she was born, her hair was so thick and long. Lol. Signs of beauty in the future. Went to TM and I was late (again). So we went to LJS (for measly coke) when Ivy Lim Ling Zhi poked me in the ribs. Haha I was in ecstasy. Been eons since I've seen her and of course I gave her the biggest hugs I can ever muster. And she can whisper annoying questions into my ear. Ah well.

Then we went arcade again and I got him hooked to BishiBashi. LOL. He got bad hand-eye coordination please! I played till 2 levels extra, till where there's this annoying rat you have to control. Lol. Must try play till that level again. Haha then can beat Zhong. Went to photocopy the annoying notes which cost me a whopping 27$! Outrageous I tell you. One page is 20cents. I swear the overcharge like anything. Boo. Then while waiting for the (profit-maximising LOL) shop to be done with we walked about. I like the Swarovski crystal. And I saw the book that I wanted badly! John Conolly's Black Angel. Someone buy that for me. From TM Times thank you. Haha.

Aaah went to Grandma's for dinner. :) I only reached home when it's nearing 10. Lol Mom didn't make much noise. I'm tired. But I can't sleep. I think.

"Hate" and a number now glows when I bathe in that steaming hot water. It glowed red.
Good night. :)

ofblack&white
12:41 AM

Yea. The title says it all. History kills. Good God I never have been so unprepared in my entire 17years and eight months in mother Earth. Seriously. So Economics was fairly... manageable I must say. But I still think I messed up everything. Lol. Since when had I not messed up mid-years?

So anyway I didn't know whether to cry, laugh, get angry or turn to stone after the History paper. I didn't feel much really. Just that ounce and pounds of regret since I didn't really prepared for it. So to cheer myself up I went for late lunch at Compasspoint. The food was so much. Haha he said they should make it Asian proportion. He's such a girl. Can't even finish his own food. Not that I can finish mine. Then walked and talked, the usual.

Ahh I need sleep but it won't come to me. WHY. Freak of the nation. Hahah. I heard someone scold that before and it got me into hysterics because it just doesn't sound... right. LOL Cj told me she was late for her Economics. It starts at one and she only started hers at 2.15! Oh my God, if that's not called stupid, blur or just plain ignorant, I don't know what it is.

Anyway on to gooood things. What are good things if not more sleep? LOL. No papers till Tuesday. Must balance my mugging and sleeping time baby. My eyebags can breed mosquitoes at the rate I'm going. I'm supposed to promote...



BABY! Rachel Wong Shu Li's SUPER CUTE dog. Really very adorable-looking. It's a she I think. I remember Rachel telling me something like Baby need's sanitary pads too. Dogs need them. Lol.



And here is the not-so-cute owner with the freak haircut (she said so herself). If you want to buy any of them contact me at 91****84 for more info. Brains not included for the owner! Haha!

Ok. I think I shall try to do Statistics. And not think of someone. It's been nearly a year. Feelings made way for another.

Love you world.

ofblack&white
7:11 PM

Dying a glorious death right now. Word of the week: WHIRLWIND. Aaaaahhh. I want to burn the notes and drink them up. See if it works.

Sigh. The ends justify the means. I hope miracles happen.

See my mood tomorrow. Math was ok actually. Some questions were breezy but I don't trust myself to not have careless mistakes. I'd rather not KNOW how to do the question than be killed with a silly mistake. Ok. Back to books.

And we know it very well.

ofblack&white
8:06 PM

It's going to be a whirlwind till next Wednesday. Maybe till this Wednesday, seeing that I do not have to attend school on Thursday Friday Monday. Oh my God. I need my sleep. I doubt I'll be ever sleeping tomorrow. Die!

GP was ok I reckoned. The essay was... ok? The question I did was none other than qn 4. Lol. "Should underpopulation be viewed negatively?" I hope I did it right. The comprehension was about... ambitions. Lol. I do not think I can score for this. We'll see how.

Then I went to Kat's house to wait for her highness to change and get books. So we went Serangoon Gardens and had lunch at Coffee Bean. Then we started full blast on Math. Lol. That place has a nice atmosphere. Too bad its too far away from my home. What did we cover just now? A bit of APGP, Summation, just going through the formulas. Then differentiation trigo yada yada. I reached home only at 7.

Haha. My break's up. Now time to hit the formulas. I wonder how I'm going to survive tomorrow.

I need the luck and miracles. God help me.
<3

ofblack&white
7:42 PM

Aaaahhh. I used to love numbers. But whatever happened to the simple algebra and fractions? Sigh my favourite subject seemed more complex by the minute.

I am dead sure I would not survive this onslaught of mid-years. And it happens every year, really. The countless times I told my mind I will study yet the body, why, does the body ever coorperate? Haha fuck no baby. Sigh. Only myself to blame.

Ok! Off depressing topics. I happened to have a glimpse of some tv shows. Lol. I'm not fond of it actually. Pimped My Ride. I love car shows. Tummy growled. I'm incapable of cooking anything except for instant noodles and soup, which became my late brunch (at 2 pm). Mushroom and chicken soup. Have to settle for stuff like that, lol since the kitchen is sparse. We don't even have bread thank you very much. I did Math today, but nothing to be proud of really.

Then Qis rang, wailing that she doesn't want to extract her teeth. I told her it doesn't hurt but do they ever believe me? Lol. What are anesthetics for I asked. And she said will it be STRONG enough to numb the pain. =.= Honestly.

It's Mab's fault that I'm quite hooked to the Haka. The All Black's War Cry. It made me (according to her words), tingle. Go people, and youtube it. Especially the new Haka. Kapa O Pango. THey did that only for special test matches. So far two. It's... inspiring to watch. Lol.

Be the reason why. Stupid song that's stuck in my head. Which reminds me. Urgh.
Good night.

ofblack&white
11:52 PM

My hair looks like Rain's when I roused from sleep. No, seriously. If there's anything called classy pretty mess it's the hair. Go figure.

My day was spent rather unproductively. I'll feel better not talking about it. Lol. There are 9 uber cute newborn kittens near my gran's. It's on the fifth floor, the lift landing. Thank God my gran's/my neighbour is taking care of it. Not usual for a cat to give birth to 9. Haha.

One day the cat, lets call her X, gave birth to 4 outside my gran's, so my ever-practical granda carried them in a box outside the lift on the 5th floor. SO coincidently another cat, Y, gave birth at the void deck with 5 kittens. LOL so some smart alec placed the 5 together with the 4 on the 5th floor (it rhymes) and the litter became 9. So when X and Y met they couldna differentiate their kittens hence fought and one of them (I think its Y) got the whole litter. Her body is soo thin from feeding 9 noisy but lovable bunch of kittens.

Ok sounds very trivial but I love cats anyway. So I can cup one kitten with my hands, and it looks so ohmyGod adorable with that small furry head and SUPER CUTE ears. I shall take a picture of them soon.

Ah so that's my entry for today... cats. Someone will say that cats are a waste of space and they are lazy but I DON'T CARE (sticks tongue at you). Chacha's going off to Malaysia today. Going to miss her.

Whirlwind. Haha I don't doubt your sincerity. Just cautious. I want Monday to come fast yet I do not want. I want to see, on the other hand I don't want to sit for the damned papers.
Sheesh.

ofblack&white
10:15 PM

I had the most unpleasant bout of insomnia last night/today morning. I was quite spent after the long day but sleep won't come by. Ahh I hate it.

Star accompanied me all the way till 4.30am. And it's a wonder I can talk/message alot to someone I don't exactly know well. It kind of made me sad opening up to her because it made me remember of... many things. Like the two years, A and B. But it felt nice. Like someone's really cares to know what I care for, what I like. Thoughts. I hope it was not superficial, because I am always gullible when it comes to friends. Twinkle twinkle little star. LOL.

As usual I had a thumping headache if I were to wake up any later than 10. Idle away. Sya came by about 5.50/6 and chatted about. Of senseless things. She had dinner and left at 8. She ate alot by the way.

Ok the thumping headache hasn't really subside. With matters of the heart to bother. Haha. So stupid. I told him again if it isn't easier if I were to like him. Hahaha.

She's not the kind of girl, you hear about. She'll never want another, she'll never be without. She'll give you all the signs. She'll tell you everything.

Then turn around, and walk away.

ofblack&white
8:50 PM

I slept over my gran's yesterday, it was a spontaneous thing. Anyway I'm left with two more topics till I can wrap up Economics.

So yesterday we went studying (again). He just got the most gorgeous Oakley hoodie it made me green hahah. I was treated lunch, which (obviously) made me happy. Chacha (that's my cousin believe me or not) came from Malaysia thus the reason to stay over my Gran's. She's our age, and she's going to a University this coming Monday! Talk about fast.

The house was rowdy as anything. Which is a usual occurence there, what's with Cik Nasir and Cik Dak and Aqil and Tisya and Chacha and my bro and Bik Nini and Bik Sri and my grandparents. All in a four room flat. All three fe-male cousins slept over. So it was fun, in the midst of trying to teach Tisya Primary School Math (I suck at teaching by the way), and talking to Chacha and retorting back jibes my aunt threw at me.

First time in many weeks I actually HAD breakfast at a HOME. Haha how touched. I hadn't any clothes, except for whatever I was wearing the day before. So I just threw on my sweater and a normal brown bottom and met Zhong at PL. Studied. I laughed at her hair when the gust just mess it up. And the newspaper too. She drived me crazy (in that negative way) when she started lipsync-ing. Lol we went to TM after productive (at least for me) studying and hit the arcades. Akira is still there :) Then played Bishibashi. Ohmygod. I felt dumb all over again. And StrikersII. And airhockey. The machine was cranky and we left halfway through since it got too cranky for anyone's liking, and since her mom was waiting downstairs anyway. WHY does it have to happen when I was winning?

Now the heart is glowing. Aaah. NAZ. I pray you SHUT YOUR TRAP and not talk about quickies in front of anybody.
And thanks star. :)

ofblack&white
8:57 PM

KL was KL. Visits are so regular it becomes a repetition. Oh well.

I bought 50+RM worth of BodyShop stuff, 70+ Plain Nike tote, 70+ hoodie, and the most obscene amount for my face. That's by mom, not me. Clarins. But it works for me. So yah. We had lunch at Dome; they overcharge like anything. But the food's nice. So's the coffee. Dinner at Tarbush. It's a middle-eastern restaurant. Classy. And superb food of course. Can't say enough about it.

Woke up late-ish the next day. I had the most brilliant showers. The hottest waters I could manage. It made the heart and 4 glow on my skin. I also had the nicest char kuay teow. With cockles and prawns in it. Went to get my materials at Gulatis. I got three different cloths. Silk and chiffon. Wonderful. =D

Someone gave us two cakes. Thoughful of them. We lazed around the hotel room, watching tv. Then dinner at Victoria Station. Nothing else to be said. Fantastic food, fantastic service. Lol. We watched First Daughter. The protaganist is ohmygod gorgeous. Haha.

We had thosai for the morning and bought Shakey's for today. Anyway throughout KL-ing I was quite dazed.

The four is glowing. I've made my choice. Just hope it wasn't a bad one. Going out to study with him tomorrow, and with Zhong(hopefully) on Wednesday! Just something to look forward to. :)

ofblack&white
8:02 PM

Alot in two days.

Went studying at Singpost again with him. Quite productive. I love studying out with him, it's best to concentrate. That was my day yesterday.

After something in school I went Singpost. This time alone. Was not as productive as yesterday. I guess I needed company. Had my late breakfast. An egg clubsandwich or something. With tea. It was drizzling. A pretty morning. Went CityHall after my fix of caffeine. I was the eaerliest I think. Went to Marina's PizzaHut. Mr Poh and family was already there. We ate like pigs. Worse even. There's alot of food going around. I shared with Zhong :) and ChaiJing made me want to kill her! Haha unbearable noise I couldn't even eat! She made me choke on coke. Vinegar. Haha physic's lever and crap. Mimah was looking faint anyway, since she can't stand cheeses and PizzaHut's teeming with them.

Went to pool after much dillydallying and a rousing "thankyoumrpoh". I sucked! Zhong wanted to pair with me and I was astound by her stupidity since I was super lousy. Against Sya and Kat. Apparently we lost. Naturally. Twice. Haha. I lost my skills. Anna made the ball jump from one end to another while trying to break. And it didn't even hit any balls! What a sight! I keeled over with laughter. Cj Mimah Huda Fran were playing at the other table. No idea why Vanessa and Esther didn't want to join. We got sick of pool so we(zhong&I) gave it to Star Amanda Cara who just came from shopping for bags I think.

Hit the arcades. It's love. We wanted to play TCII but only one was working. So she graciously gave in. So sweet! I K.Oed pretty fast. Saw Fran parapara-ing! It's the most ugliest thing I've seen! Haha so funny lah really. Van and Esther were also giggling while watching her. We went to her favourite game. BISHIBASHI. OhmyGod talk about a lame game man. It's so lame it... killed me. It's a good game though, to play together. We played twice then saw Fran(again) stupidly swing/wield a lightsaber-like thing. Haha. Worse than parapara! I died watching her. Then Kat joined bishibashi. Funny! Watched her play some guitar thing. There was only Sya Mimah Huda Kat Anna Zhong and me. THEN! Hit Daytona! Haha Zhong's car always got bashed. Kat narrowly missed the first spot. I took it. Second game I got second though. But it was dead fun can.

Then we walked. And separated. Sya Kat Zhong to the movies. We went home. Well I dragged Huda to talk. Need to lighten some burden off. I only reached home at 8+. Tired.

Going KL tomorrow. It had been a confusing day. Sorry that I called in the middle of the afternoon just for the sake of getting something off my back. Angel.

Some breathing space till Monday. I'll make my decision by then. Take care world. <3

ofblack&white
10:21 PM

Blogger screwed up yesterday.

I lost my wallet yesterday also. I did not panic. I think. Ate halfboiled eggs with eggshells (grins). Met QistinaSyamilah. She was late. Again. Why must I always do the waiting sigh. Went AMK to retrieve the wallet. Some honest person returned it with everything intact, even the 200$ that was stashed inside. How lovely! Went J8 for Bistro lunch.



Our lunch!

Explored. Big earrings. Laptops. Got bored fast I suppose. We went Bugis and had to wait for Matin. Xcessorise. That's the place Qis wanted to go and after a few minutes we went clueless. Haha. So we walked. And talked of course. Gelato! He was adamant about NOT seeing the mamat on duty. Qis was stingy! Haha she actually hesitated on sharing Gelato with me. We wanted to go Starbucks but the stupid princess says its hot. he wanted the aircon. Such a bitch.

Contemplating on movies but none had money. Lol. Wanted to sit at Bistrodeli but we have to buy something. And Deli's food ARE expensive. Ended up at CoffeeBean. And I had to buy something. Because they were penniless. What the hell can. Spent alot. And camwhored too.



We taidee-ed and the "luzer" award went to Qis. She didn't put her 3 Diamond when she started and she was left with that in the end! LOL.



My hair sucks. Seriously.

We stayed around and then head off home. But not without a group picture. We tried down the escalator but it was too hard. So at Bugis platform...



Failed attempt 1: It's blurred, Mat's cut into two. Courtesy of the 'professional' photographer Qis.



Failed attempt 2: At least it was clearer. It's Qis' hands. She never get a picture of Matin in. Haha I know you hate him. So... The camera's in Mat's hands. He fiddled with it. Examined here and there. And...



Voila! The HUNNY, me squeezed and the PRINCESS!

Just felt like posting some images to brighten up the drony layout. I've yet to change it but I'm too lazy. :/ To end it all off with a nice photgraphy...



of crumplers. The boy and girl made me happy. And loved. =D

ofblack&white
6:00 PM

It was quite a day, with a big hooha for me in the morning.

So we went for breakfast at the coffeeshop. I am quite embarrassed to say that I felt my privacy being breached. Anyway I realised I lost my wallet on the way to school. Along with 200$ (it's for tuition fees), my i/c, buspass and a bunch of lovable memories in the form of pictures. Mayyee accompanied me to trace back my path, and so came to the conclusion that I dropped it in 25. I was too sleepy at that point of time to even... panic. Xj paid for me first. Michelle gave me the 100-number thing. Directory. I never heard of it before. I am eternally grateful for your help. I still didn't/couldn't manage to panic. Must be the sleep-at-3am effect.

Econs was ok. My tummy was feeling airy. Whatev. Must be the eggshells. Met Qis outside school and she accompanied me to AMK to get my wallet. I thank whoever who returned it for being terribly honest =D Really very grateful. Then we train-ed to Bishan for our Bistro lunch. We talked surprisingly alot about anything. Went here there and I bought three new earrings. Haha. Spent alot again. She's always fickle. So we dilly-dallied and decided to go Bugis.

We met Matin there and threesome again. Funny! Gelato mamat. Quibbling. Mat wasn't feeling so well. The usual pondering as usual. Movie or what. All of us were broke so it'a a no. Qis and I wanted to settle down, Starbucks looked fine. Then the bloody princess was complaining about not being in the aircon! So kental I tell you. It's as if we're trying to coax a spoilt brat. We sat at Coffeebean and since they were broke, I had to buy something so that we could sit. Played taidee and cam-whored bit. Qis LUZER. Haha. M&Ms snatchings. Honey and baby, pick one!

All this and I managed to reach home before 6. Amazing I tell you. I felt loved with these two. Last night's chat with Mat was wonderful. So he knew, and he was surprisingly cool about it. I felt bad if Qis knows and the other doesn't.

Oh well. I think they'll make a great couple, although they simply can't stand each other. One day in the future maybe. LOL.

<3

ofblack&white
8:10 PM

Ah I had a hell of a time sleeping last night. And a peculiar dream about funny Amazing Races in Singapore, where I ended up being in TK instead.
A sign of me missing the school? Lol. More like the sign of Mr Juff hounding me too oft.

Anyway I was slightly late to meet at Paya Lebar but he seemed ok with it. We went Popular to get stationeries. I blew 10.55$ on two coloured markers, another highlighter, liquid paper, a hole puncher, a (cheap fifty-five cents) pen, and... yeah. that's about it. Then we went to eat. Rather, I ate. Black pepper beef with rice from Cavana. That's 4.90$ that bit the dust. Oh and an additional 6.10$ for the Mocha Frapp. We studied Economics. And I realise I can really concentrate studying outside. Or maybe studying with him, since he doesn't talk much unless it's about Economics, or about Richard Gere leaping on the advert board every 10 minutes.

So we continued on till 3, when we went for his lunch. Walked all the way (it's not that far really) to Joo Chiat Complex to get his black pepper chicken at a cheaper price, that he insist. Lol. It cost 4.50$. What difference? Haha quizzed each other from DD&SS till DD&SS analysis. Then we walked back to SingPost, and continued. More like I continued and he slept. Stupid. Anyway left at five, feeling very contented with what I managed to study.

Haircut, another 10$. My hair looks funny. I look like a kid with this seriously. But it looks this way everytime I cut it. Ah well. At least I can eat without pinning my hair up and such. School is on the schedule tomorrow. Looking forward to lunch to brighten up the already-drabby day.

Good night. <3

ofblack&white
10:49 PM

It's any wonder why I could not get any proper studying down, since my parents were hellbent on getting me OUT of house. Theoretically, I did not get enough fresh air thus the crankiness. Honestly crankiness is all due to this mounting guilt, stress, and the rampant surge of irritation at every little thing.

My math was fairly on par. But I could not say for the rest of the subjects. Aaah.

I hope tomorrow's Econs recapitulation at CoffeeBean/Gelare would do me good.

ofblack&white
9:52 PM

Yesterday was the FIRST time I officially work. Haha.

So we all met at the school's bus stop and caught a 25 to AMK. We dropped a stop earlier but it's ok. Since we saw a 7-eleven and Naz is treating anyway. She doesn't know what a PLAYER means. What the hell. She asked since someone said Mr Teng was a player. Ham and I were having the time of our lives pissing her about it.

There's also Mubarak, Travis, Keith from SR. With Keith's friend Kevin we made a group. The other group were different students. We worked from 3.30 till 10. Ok we ended earlier anyway but we got more than the 30$ that was said :D Plus the food was super awesome. Some of us were binging on peanuts and puteri salad during our working hours. The highlight of it, however, was when the bride and bridegroom came. THERE WERE BHANGRA DANCERS. I was so amazed and awed. Like... cool. Lol. Lavishly dressed (that include Ms Zeenat). I was more amazed when Ms Zeenat actually started DANCING. She's very very hott in sari. But dancing??

By the end of the day I couldn't walk. Literally. Moans&groans. I was abit zombish in religious class today. Treated myself to a big bag of sourcream&onion Lays, sat down to a couple of Bleach episodes and munch them. I wasted MY sunday napping (do you call it napping still?) for FOUR hours. good God. My mid-years are slowly thrown out of the window.

I feel like prancing around playing soccer or any other sport for that matter. But then again, my feet are still sore. Damn.

ofblack&white
7:11 PM

Sleeping by 11 was, by no means a most difficult task. Haha. I was up till 2 last night reading a book. And now my head spins.

So last night I was up online chatting to a friend, let's make him anonymous to avoid ridiculous rumours from flying about. Lol. I always had to share my burden with him but this time I urged him to open up and he did. Nothing new though. Just what I'm feeling. Deperate. LOL. And he is either pretending to be noble, or he IS noble.

But what striked me was what he said; "You know Ili, if we've fallen for each other, wouldn't it be simpler?"

I had to agree of course, we hit off so well, though he could irritate me at some times with his openness, and the fact that people could read him like Enid Blyton. I would love for that to happen, because it'll make my life easier, and for him too I think. But that's the quirks of life; it's never simple. Not to me anyway. I could hug him to bits now, I love him so! Just like a brother/confidante. Lol.

Remember k, I've got your back, and hopefully you've got mine.

I'm still trying to get out of a rut.

ofblack&white
11:26 AM

Maybe it's the toll of not being able to sleep every night before one in the morning. I felt quite terrible today, depsite the fact I woke up relatively earlier. It's frigid out there. Really. I dragged myself into the showers. Even then the water was never hot enough for me. Oh well.

I had Math consultation, to clear my doubts. I was so groggy I had to stiffle my yawn so many times. It was embarassing really. Not that he was boring me, I'm just... blah. Haha. I was enlightened on the world of trigonometry, curves. It was not as back-breaking as I thought. Should spare some thought for these poor topics.

Anyway I slept my way in the bus. I nearly leaned on the person beside me. God-awfully sleepy. I couldn't go home, since I have tuition in an hour's time. I could smack myself for not thinking of Naz's warm and cosy bed. Haha! I head to the library, get a book for decoy's sake, and slept.

In the end there wasn't even tuition since KAK AYU WAS ALREADY DUE FOR A BABY GIRL (screams). I'm excited to see. Bugger though, there wasn't tuition. So I head home and sleep till 6.

Mathing for sometime now. I need sleep.
I need you more anyway. Funny how it breaks your heart for simple ridiculous reasons.

I'll sleep with sweet thoughts. Goodnight.

ofblack&white
10:12 PM

Lessons were cold in the LT. Rain pelting down hard didn't really make everything better. Eventually good friends like Mayyee rubbed my arms abit to keep me warm, dear Naz to lend a jacket. I could have hugged them both for keeping me warm.
I really hate cold.

I practically flew to Bugis, only to find I was not late. I'm not early, but she definitely did not do the waiting. Haha as usual. Went lunching at Bistro, stationary-shopping, window shopping, BOOK-shopping! I always have a fetish for books. And bags. And shoes. Oh hell. Money always seemed to be exhaustive.

I sent Qis off at Paya Lebar, and settled down for almost half an hour with a good book in hand. Nadz asked me out to the library, but I've been waiting for Matin to call. So I boarded the same train as he was, surprised at the Chaucer he had in his hand. We waited for Khay at CityHall, exchanging news and sorts.

So we strolled our way around Suntec, after twenty of walking we comfortably sat ourselves at Starbucks, coffee at hand. Played rounds of taidee while regaling some stories of our own. Hour and a half flew and we went off, Khay's dad's birthday. Hunted for a card. Then off we go.

It kind of stunned me, whatever that I felt just now. The words ensued was... I don't know if it was deliberate. But it did strike a chord in me.
"Don't give empty promises to Ili." Haha. I'd give him 6 stars, even if he didn't even realised/remembered whatever he said just now. Thanks.

I want to sleep before 11 today, if that is ever possible.

ofblack&white
8:00 PM

Let's drone on about today. I ate my breakfast as usual. I ate my usual toast and egg and tea, then when I offered my hand to the cat, it licked my fingers! Lol cats are simply love.

Mr Tay gave alot of tips for History. Which made me happy of course. I did my Economics homework, at the expense of dinner out last night. I should have went for dinner out yesterday. Mr Tan didn't even checked our work. He should have told me in advance.

I went Compasspoint for the first time. And I think the place was not bad at all. Mainly since there's a shop that sell cute round funky earrings. The word 'funky' sounds naff. Nevermind. So I got myself a strippy black&white! So cute! Ham just sighed and said it was too big. But what do boys know about earring fetishes anyway. Haha we ate at Banquet and the food was ok. He couldn't finish his food, the girl; Lol so I ate whatever remains. We went walkin and bitching about everything. Haha I was giving tips on how clothing style. So that he could look presentable with __. HAHA. We just about went crazy at the game shop. They displayed Xbox 360! So cool.

I slept my way home in 87, which took me nearly an hour, and continued sleeping. I succeeded in falling asleep without the aid of Mini. I hate it when the earphones tangled on my neck. It spoils the earphones for one. It could have killed me. Like how would naff would it sound like on the papers? "Girl strangled by earphones in sleep." Lol. So morbid.

I sleep with sweet thoughts. Time to hit the books. :)

ofblack&white
7:56 PM

School was draining. i do not know why. Maybe a week's break was too much. I need to get into 5th gear now.

So I plan to have my breakfast at that coffeeshop everytime I have to go back to school during this 'holidays'. It's relatively peaceful at around 7.30am. I can enjoy a crispy prata and nurse a cup of tea till it's time to go. My eyes swam during Economics mass tutorial but i sort of perked up during lectures. Though Mr Quek seemed to be Greek-ing math to me.

I feel so weary. Haha. My bones screamed rheumatism. Oh well I'm not old enough hopefully. I want to melt in my bed.

I read about fairytale endings that would never come true, at least for my case. But if you'd ask me about my ending, there's got to be you to share it with me.

Aaaahhh essays to be done.

ofblack&white
5:37 PM

What a tiring weekend. Haha. My bones felt as if it's going to disintegrate soon. So, better hurry up blogging before it really does.

Yesterday was futsal for the girls. I came down to watch. It's really like joga bonito, the way the guys played. Especially the one in green bib. I was ogling at his skills (I said his SKILLS not him). Then Zhong like this other guy and i found this other guy in the same team fairly cute. BUT THEN. Almost everytime their match end both guys will hug each other. Hahaha I swear they're crooked. I think that broke Zhong's heart. Then in the middle of everything something odd striked me but no matter. We all went separate ways after that; Huda Mimah and I headed to the arcade. My hands felt alien playing now. It's been eons since I really played. Oh well. They headed home and me too.

Then we went off to ECP for bowling. Fantastic bowling. Everyone had alot of fun. My average was 100+, so I'm a happy girl. It is a very uncomfortable feeling having guys wanting to take a photo with you and of you (I'm not flattering myself here). Late dinner and all, finally hit home and bed at 1. That was crazy please, since next day there's religious class' mid-years and I know nuts. I really killed myself trying to study at 6.

Ok so I did committed suicide for the paper. Made my way to Parkway to meet Peps, and she produced the most cutest pencil case around. Thanks hun. I read a book, and read and read and read, while waiting for Mayyee and Zy. I finished that book I nicked from Nadz's house. Quite a good read. Different than your normal chicklitbimbotic books. We went to the Castlebeach (is that what it's called?) and made castles like skyscrapers. Quite fun but there's always the downside. Haha. A breaking back. Xj was lobster red, Zy still white and Mayyee still... Mayyee. Some peculiar oddball going on but I was not aware what it was.

I ran into VERNKENG and gang! Was so excited to finally see her again :) She was standing right infront of me and I didn't notice. Haha please don't call me dumb or anything, just abit... mind-blowing to meet someone after nearly a year.

Ah... Tomorrow is hittheschoolbooks day. Lessons at 8. My bones creaked at every joint possible. I shall sleep. And dream of sweet dreams. Isn't it a nice fuzzy feeling to like someone? At least you know life isn't really empty.

Night world. Sleep beckons I reckoned.

ofblack&white
11:46 PM

Oh my God. What was that all about.

So confuzzling. Don't. And Stop.

ofblack&white
6:46 PM

It's a fine and dandy day. Not to mention a cooling windy evening. Haha. My blog feels so primary school.

So anyway we met at the foyer at 8.45 am and we bus-ed our way to PGPR. Sat around and we hadn't much to do besides sorting out the keys. We had a merry lunch! It's really heavy. I felt so bloated up please. Chit chat our way till 12 when we go get busy.

So the whole merry sort-out-the-keys affair was quite smooth. I met friendly characters. Sadly, some rude ones as well. Especially that Pioneer girl. Haha Mr Ng was laughing at me while I was so trying to not slap her. So everything finished by 3.00pm. :) Before that we collected 18$ worth of coupons and bought cakes and cans of drinks. Then we distributed to the teachers as well as us. Bus-ed to school again. Was slightly weary, I just sat and stared out as sceneries blurred by.

We were planning to eat dinner but it was too early so we went bowling. Out of eleven only six. Haha Xanthia had to rushed to the hospital, Wanjin to catch her show, Yen Leong and kak Nur to God-knows-where, and Hafiz home. Lol it was quite funny. Mengyong was... good? How else do you describe someone who strikes on the first hit? Francesca and Yunting were also good. I couldn't say likewise for Yuan Hong! Hahaha... Edmund is also. Ed and YH were surprisingly funny, since they kept them selves to themselves the first few times we met them.

We went separate ways by six and Nadz happened to buzz. She invited me over for dinner and I couldn't be more pleased. Lol, more company, no lonely dinner. LOL. Chit chat yadayada yakkityyak and I got 3 new materials to read! Happyhappy. I reached home only at 8.15. The cold shower killed me.

There's no way to fall, for the sweetest love again...

I'm tired of thinking already. Haha. Be braindead. Good night people.

ofblack&white
8:36 PM

At this time of night I was looking through michlove's blog and I saw that I was tagged with a brainless (sorry dear) survey?

INSTRUCTIONS:

1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. (duh.)
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT .

Gender
Toxic boys of course.

Eight Points
(1) My religion of course. Or we(rather, he) have to go through the troubles of converting and getting use to it. Honestly that is all so... troublesome.
(2) Definitely taller. 165 and above would be good. I mean come on. Would a girl WANTS to stoop to be hugged?
(3) He's got to be a gentleman. Be rude and irratingly irritating (that's a nobrainer) and I'll just chuck him out the door.
(4) He has to have a witty sense of humour. I hate to politely laugh at something remotely funny.
(5) A major major plus would be that he's as romantic as me, who love nightwalks and jazz-y love songs and late busrides (I sound so 60s)
(6) Sensitive please.
(7) He have to accept me for that stubborn selfish person with a huge jealousy streak.
(8) Salvaging all his pride and be an egoistic son-of-a-bitch. He'll find himself dead in no time.

Haha actually right. Love just have to strike lah. I wouldn't even bother with the points if 'm totally head over heels.

Like I am right now.

Anyway i don't know who to tag. Michtanyanling, you better tag to show that you've read. Or else I did it all for nothing.

ofblack&white
12:57 AM

I cannot exactly say it was a fruitful day spent. Actually... obviously... it wasn't. Sigh.

So I woke up about three times or so. First was at 6.30, then at 7.30(the Goddamned alarm again), 9, then finally at 11. Haha as usual I felt like there was a carousel in my head, spinning and spinning like a crazy top. Thumping headache. Met Anna to pass her my street soccer boots, and I wish them all the best for this Saturday. Haha another odd name for the teams of course. The Power Rangers and the Captain Planet. Lol I'm sure they'll get the most creative name award.

During math tuition my tummy went on some rebellious rampage once again. It growled as loud as a dog, I was (naturally) embarrassed. Thank God no one took notice. I haven't had a decent meal since yesterday. It rained boys&girls just now. I was caught in the crossfire haha and I was shivering and snivelling like some scoundrel. Oh well.

I'm in looovvee with the PCD song. The beat is cute. I got a shock about Mazni yesterday. Ok not shocked since I've known, but just... mildly surprised. Qis wasna being helpful about my mess yesterday. I've a mind to knock her up, put her in a box and mail it to Egypt.

Ciao. I can't believe I did the most dumbest thing yesterday. Lol.

ofblack&white
6:17 PM